So, yesterday, I actually played pretty well except for a complete mental lapse on one hole that cost me a double bogey. I had just made a great birdie to get back to one over par, and hit a perfect drive on the next hole to around 120 yards from the green. Keep in mind the greens were extremely firm and fast, so they didn't hold approach shots well. I decided to play a 100 yard shot to the front of the green and let it hop/roll on to the pin. As I set up, a HUGE gust of wind blew behind us. I stepped away, and went through my routine. However, the wind had caused me to second guess my yardage and club selection. Also, our group had just been given a time warning by the rules official. Instead of re-grouping and starting all over, I hurriedly made a decision to choke down on my PW and continue. The result was a chunky, decelerated shot....that landed in the bunker 40 yards short of the green. I obviously fell asleep at this point, and when I came back to consciousness, I had carded a double on the hole. YUCK...even describing this hole gives me a sick feeling. The only positive is that I didn't dwell on it and finished okay. I shot a 76 that clearly could have been a sickeningly easy 74...but it was enough to make the cut and play today!
Today's round started off great, just as the previous days (so that's also a positive for the tournament...I got off to three solid starts). I made a fantastic save on the first hole for par, and gave myself a three footer for birdie on the next, which I made. I continued hitting greens, and making great chips and putts to save par when I didn't. I had my first bogey on the ninth hole, which is a par three with one of the craziest greens I've ever seen. I hit a really good shot that landed about three feet from the hole, but caught a slope and funneled down to the back fringe. I three putted for bogey. I made the turn at even par. On the back side, I continued to hit really good approach shots, but just got some of the unluckiest bounces! I have to admit that I let my frustration get the better of me as the round progressed. I had a string of bogies that probably could have been minimized if I had just slowed down and cooled off. I made some good putts coming in, but ended up carding a 77 for the day.
On the positive, as I mentioned earlier, I did get off to really solid starts all three days of the tournament. Every day, I made the turn at even par or one-over. Since we alternated starting tees (Friday I started on #1, Saturday I started on #10, etc.), I think that something in my mental process must have changed on the back side each round. I know that part of it was that old frustration I'm tempted to succumb to at times. But I also think I got a little too emotional during the second nine. I have a tendency to start "worrying" about the results of my shots rather than just being "interested." Continuing with the positives: I made the cut and a decent little paycheck! Plus, I had a really fun week in competition, with my host family, and especially because my dad got to come!
I have a week at home, and then leave for Florida next Sunday for another Suncoast event. Thanks again for keeping up with my journey and for the encouragement! I'll keep you updated, but until then, have a great week!